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Right now, at the moment of beginning the writing, the time is 4:39 AM and the date is March 9th, 2024 (A.D.). 

I am going to talk about the day that was that is the 8th of March, 2024. 

I woke up pretty late yesterday. In between I did wake up. Actually to be honest i slept late. just like i will be sleeping late now. 

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 Data input output duyutai hoi thakibo lagibo. Aru eta kotha mur monot porile etiya Sabhya e ki koi axomiya xikisile mur pora ..

Moi Mane bibhinno kotha loi confused hoi thaku. Mur Mane bibhinno dhoronor stress aahi thaake monoloi. Actually kotha tu hoise je ojotha kotha bur loi stress loi laabh naai. 

Eta bohut important kotha hoise je ami stressed out hobo nalagibo .. aru kisuman kotha moi bhabu je ami mani lobo lagibo je from time to time defeat is inevitable. Actually main kotha tu hoise je nijor kiba eta zone ba niche ba ji kua xetu dhori lobo Lage aru xetu loi pura focused hoi thakibo lage. Jetiya Ami xei kaam tu korim tetiya ami kromanoi ye focused hobole dhorim. 

Moi eta kotha e Kom je ami prottek dina likhibo le sesta kori thakibo lage. Mur ene kiyo lagise je ei ki koi .. ei jitu Mane software karone likhi asu xi Mane autocorrect bur Bengalik basis hisaape loi kori aase ni.. karon kiyo koisu e Mane moi protyek buli likhisu ee prottek buli auto correct korise. Ene tu moi ki koi Roman scriptote likhisu, kintu kiyo janu ene ke change tu hoise.. mne word kita tu English nohoi. Moi keyboard khon English kori thoisu. 

Moi eta kotha eikhinite eituwei Kom je ki kobo loisilu pahori goisu. Muthote ami likhi goi thakibo lage. Mul kotha tu hol je ami bhoi khabo nalage besi ke. Aru eta kotha je kheli meli hoi e jai. Ami jenekoi e bhabu ba nabhabu kheli meli hoi e jai kiba nohole kiba karonot. 

Mur monole maane bibhinno dhoronor kotha aahi thaake aru maane at the same time aakou enekua u laage jen moi clearly sinta koribo pora nai. 

Eta kotha moi eikhinite eitu koi thobo bisaru 

Eikhin

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disposition information input কৰাতকৈ information output কৰিব লাগে | আমি যিমান পাৰোঁ information output | আমি ভয় খোৱাৰ বিভিন্ন কাৰণ থাকে ভয় বস্তুটো আমাৰ চবৰ কাৰণে এটা প্রাকৃতিক reaction হয়। মই অসমীয়া ইংৰাজী দুয়োটা টে mix কৰি লিখা নিচিনা কৈ লিখো কাৰণ সচা কথা কবলৈ গলে মোৰ actual লিখা ষ্টাইল টো এনেকুৱা হয়। 

মোৰ এনেকুৱা লাগে যেন মোৰ সম্বন্ধ পইছাৰ লগত বৰ এটা ভাল নহয়। মানে মই এইটো কাৰণে কৈছোঁ কাৰণ মই বৰ এটা earn কৰিব পৰা নাই এতিয়া লৈকে। 

মোৰ problem সমূহ

 কিছুমান প্ৰব্লেম আছে যিবোৰ মই অনুভৱ কৰি থাকোঁ। The key aspect here is that I will have to let go of things. 

There are a lot of thoughts that keep circulating the mind. But the thing is that I want to let go of everything that is going on. 

I want to live a relaxed live with all the luxuries at my beck and call. I want to learn how to get properly rich. 

Because the thing is that once I'm properly rich there is nothing that I will have to be worried about. 

The good thing is that we have imagination and imagination allows us to imagine scenarios. 

Now the images of being in a yacht are coming to my mind. Sometimes I feel like manifestation can really work. 

Like I'm not saying that there is some mystical thing that is associated 

Just ramblings

 moi ajir pora besi koi sinta kori nathaku. ji jenekoi parisu moi kori goi thakim. ami sobe saboloi gole khub kheli meli. karon kotha tu hol ki kunu bostuwe ami bor perfect koi ketiyau napau. xei karone ami enekua kisuman balancing act type bur kori thakibo lagibo. jibonot tension loi labh nai kunu dhoronor. jibonot tension loi thakile amar eku nohobo. moi eta kotha e kom je jodi ami kaam kori goi thaku tetiya amar jibonor baat xomuh nije nije mukoli hoi goi thakibo. eta kotha manuhe koi je we have survived every storm of our life aru xei kotha tu sabo gole kunuba ekhinit thike hoi. 

suwa kotha tu hol je protyek tu bostuwe ketiyaba nohole ketiyaba xekh hoi e goise. etiya loike ami enekua eku uliyabo pora nai jitu xodai karone thakibo. mur murot stress bohut ase. karon kotha tu hol je mur bibhinno kotha loi bhoi lage. moi ei dore likhi asu karon moi bhabu je jodi moi enekoi likhi jau tetiya mur montu khulusa lagibo. i guess whatever i have written before this sentence is readable for a certain population. this is because what i have written is the assamese language in the roman/latin script. i really dont know what this script is exactly called. i am having a desire to figure out if there is a difference between what is called a roman script and what is called a latin script. i want to know what is right and what is wrong. 

there are a lot of challenges in life. but the key thing is to keep fighting for things no matter what happens. you should never give up. the key thing is to keep doing things no matter what other people say or do. 

you should always be a very diligent and hard working person. the basic key is that you should remain focused. the focus that you 

from today onwards my fundamental work will be to write. because the thing is that the more i write the more i feel like i am getting clarity about certain things. 

i had desired to be a master at something, but for some or the other reason things remain unfinished. 

but i guess the whole thing is about being consistent. 

the way i used to see the world before and the way i see the world now is i think different to certain extent. 

when i was younger the decades like the 60s and 70s felt closer. but now as time is passing by and now we are in the year 2023. 

bohut bosor e par hoi goi se. eibur je moi likha mela kori asu. moi karu onyo karone kora nai boronso moi kewol nijor karone he mul rupot kori asu. moi jetiya mane mon tuk flow hoboloi diu tetiya mur nijore kiba eta bhal lage. kiba eta jen relax hobo parisu xei dhoronor bhab eta hoboloi dhore mur. muk bohute xudhibo pare je moi eke bare axomiya lip tute kiyo nilikhu. moi tetiya uttar dibo lagibo je kotha tu hol ki je mur computer ba laptop tur mul physical keyboard ki khon xei khon ingrazi orthat roman script (moi ei matro salu roman script aru latin script duyutai asolote eke khon scriptore duta naam hoi). dui nombor kotha tu hol ki je moi bibhinno dhoronor upai owolombon kori paru. bikhekh koi moi keidinman agote jetiya swapnil xetor ghorloi goi silu tetiya moi dekhilu je swapnilor deutake

mul kotha hol je just eta flow't kotha khini loi goi thakibo lage. jibonot bohut bibhinno dhoronor ghat protighat ahibo pare kintu ei lekha kam tu ke nijoor basis buli dhori lole i think jibonot bibhino dhorone aag barhi juwar byobostha koribo pari. 

amak soboke poisar khubei dorkar ase. poisa thakile mane ki hoi ami ji kunu dhoronor bostu kinibo paru. xei xubidha kisuman ami pau aru xei karone ami mane eneke kam bur koribo le bhal pau. 

jibonot beleg beleg manuhor beleg dhoronor kosto bur thake kintu moi jodi ei byobostha tu grohon kori thaku tetiya mane mure labh hobo. mul kotha hol je internet eta imane dangor jaga so moi xei karone jot jenekoi houk mur lekha bur likhi jabo le bisari su. mane internet or bikkhekhotto tu hol je ami mane nijor bostu khini iyate mane eri thoi jabo paru aru ami beleg kunu tenekuwa sinta koribo logiya nohoi. of course ketiyaba website aadi eibur bondho hoi jabo kintu atleast kiba eta longeivity puwa jai. mane moi jodi nijor local storage bur heruwai u diu jodi atleast access eta kunuba ekhinit thakibo. so xei bostuu tu mane bhal lage aru tetiya mane ami xei mote kam khini kori jabo lagibo. 

mane main kotha tu hol je ami amar perspective or pora ketiyau ulai ahibo nuaru. so as a result i think eituwei kora bhal hobo je ami ji parisu khali kori jabo lage. ami amar monot kunu dhoronor bikhekh kiba bhoi bhab rakhibo nalage. 

mur mane murot bohut besi stress joma hoi ase. xei karone moi bhabu je bostu bur jodi olop beleg dhorone koribo paru tetiya hole xetu mane mur karone u bhal kotha eta hobo. moi mane asolote jitu headache feel kori thaku xeituke bypass koribo le sesta  korisu enekoi kotha bur likhi likhi. 

mur linguistics khubei bhal lage. karon culture buror uporot kotha bur jani mur khubei bhal lage. 

eitu joma kori lo and then you will be on your own. 

indigenous languages or decade soli ase. therefore moi kiba eta contributive kam kora usit. mur ei topic tu khubei bhal lage aru interesting lage. moi saroke nohole xudhibo lagibo je ki topic hole bhal hobo ei conference tur karone.